What Is My True Wealth? A Dream, A Reflection, A Reckoning

A few nights ago, I had a dream so vivid it jolted me out of sleep. You ever have one of those? The kind that doesn't just fade into the fog of your subconscious, but sits with you. Lingers. Stares you in the face like it knows your name—and your truth.

That dream shook something loose in me. It wasn’t chaotic or terrifying. It was clarifying. I woke up with a heaviness in my chest, not from fear, but from realization. A kind of remembering. And as I sat with it, three questions echoed through me like a sacred chant:

• What is my true wealth?

• What am I here to offer?

• What do I need to release in order to step fully into my path?

The Truth Behind the Dream

I’ve done some life coaching. Spiritual guidance. Held sacred ceremonies. Written more blog posts than I can count. Occasionally, I show up in videos. But if I’m being fully honest with you—and with myself—I haven’t been consistent. I’ve kept one foot in, one foot out. And it’s not because I don’t believe in what I offer. It’s not because the work doesn’t matter to me.

It’s because I’ve been hiding.

Not from the world… but from the full truth of who I am.

I’ve always been the child that stayed behind the scenes. The quiet one. The observer. The “different” one in the family who didn’t quite fit the mold. And I made peace with that in some ways—maybe even used it as a shield.

But this dream came to cut through the fog and whisper:

It’s time to remember. It’s time to return. It’s time to reawaken the seer within.

The Mirror and the Message

Yes, I asked others what they thought the dream meant. Yes, I got feedback. But their voices, as insightful as they were, only mirrored what I already knew.

Truth is not out there. It's in here.
It always has been.

This wasn’t about decoding a dream.
It was about finally listening to my own soul.

The Anchors I've Tied Myself To

I’ve been holding on to familiarity like a life raft—old stories, outdated beliefs, emotional survival tactics, family patterns. I’ve been walking with one foot in each world: the world of spirit and service, and the world of safety and self-doubt.

But I can feel the shift.

The time has drawn near to cut the ropes to the anchors.

The time has come to steer the ship.

The time has come to walk the path—not run from it.

Provision Follows the Path

I’ve spent so long thinking I needed the provision first. The confidence, the clarity, the support, the resources.

But here’s the truth that dream showed me:

When I step fully into the calling, the provision will follow.

Not before. Not halfway in.
But when I choose—fully—to say yes to the mission my soul came here to fulfill.

So… What Is My True Wealth?

It’s not money (though that too, rightly and properly, will come).
It’s not social media followers or perfectly polished videos.
My wealth is my presence, my vision, my truth-telling, my healing, my remembrance.

My wealth is my seer’s sight.
My ability to hold space in ceremony.
My gift for guiding others back to themselves while I continue the journey of returning to me.

What Am I Here to Offer?

Honesty.
Sacred witnessing.
Medicine that doesn't always come in a pretty package but always comes with love.
Guidance rooted in spirit, earth, truth, and sovereignty.

What Do I Need to Release?

The idea that I’m “not ready.”
The fear of being seen.
The belief that playing small is humble.
The voices of others in my head who never even truly knew me.
The anchors I tied to myself when I was still trying to belong to a version of life that didn’t belong to me.

I share this with you not because I’ve arrived, but because I’m arriving—moment by moment.
And maybe you are too.

So let me ask you:

• What is your true wealth?

• What are you here to offer?

• What do you need to release to finally step fully into your path?

Ask yourself. Sit with it. Dream on it.

And when the calling comes… don’t just hear it.
Answer it.
Even if your voice shakes. Even if you walk slowly.
Even if you’re scared.

Walk anyway.

Rightly and properly.

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